Pleeeease go watch me on ~ifoundtheseaofgreen; I'll see that your one of my old friends from here and watch your page. I'm really sick of this deviantart account, I hate the name, I hate the old art and everything. New stuff is on there. and there's more to come. Thanks!
Secret: I don't fall asleep in English class because I'm tired or bored--I do it because it's the only way to avoid staring at you.
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GUESS WHO'S EXCITED FOR THE TWILIGHT MOVIE. I sure am. xD j/k, j/k; don't bombard me with hatred. I'm just going to see how much of a huge disappointment it is, and to throw popcorn at the screen, and to run around the movie theater yelling "I'm Edward Cullen and I sparkle in the sunlight!" and other random, twilight-things such as that. :] It shall be quite fun. In other newwws....I randomly decided that I want to draw a picture of Tegan and Sara. Even though I fail at realism. >__> Well, we'll see how that turns out I suppose. If I ever get around to it. I don't know what else to write about it D: Oh, yeah. You guys, I was really pissed today. I'm failing Algebra 2. :[ I've never actually failed a class before. like, before school has come really easy and I only had to do a little work to get a decent grade. But this class is really really hard. And it's not like I'm not trying; I'm trying harder than any other class. But I just don't get any of it and I feel so stupid. D: god. I don't even know...it's just like, I got back a test grade today, and I studied SUPER hard for this test, and I got a 69% on it. I thought I was gonna do better than that, and I didn't :[ My parents are going to be so pissed, and that's not even why I'm upset. I just feel so fucking retarded. And I feel like I'm the only person in that class whose having any problems. Okay. sorry. That was long. xD I'll write more later. Sorry for neglecting dA, once again xD -Kayti C:
Listening to: "I know I know I know" -Tegan & Sara
Reading: "A Separate Peace" -John Knowles
Watching: The Office
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Eating: Rasberry Chocolate ice cream.
Drinking: --
MCPUFFERSONS: = ohnoezitskayti
I love how I posted that little freak-tribe thing, and then never even tried to add onto it like I promised. Yeah. sorry.
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Well I'm not grounded any longer, thank god. But I got a haircut and i hate it. ._. I don't care what you all say! it's ugly. xD Anyway, I'm sorry it's been so long since I've updated. I haven't been drawing much, at least not actual art anyway--I opened an art shop on Gaiaonline and now that's ALL I work on. But I went through the beast of my message center today[89 deviations, 123 messages] and ended up deleting most of it. sorry. I'm also sorry that I also deleted a lot of people from my watch list. ._. Only because checking messages has become a huge drag. and half of my 'friends' on here don't even look at MY art either, so unless you're a really good artist there's not much point in my watching you. Sorry guys. xD other things: Uh....I'm sick of school. 'nuff said. I can't wait for Halloween and Kayla's party~ and because I haven't said it enough already, Culbertsons was AMAZING last night. I have wounds. [not really, it's only a scratch, but wtfever. xD] love you all! ~Kayti
I'm grounded forever. not really; But I am grounded. And it sucks. You know what I'll be spending my weekend doing?? Absolutely NOTHING, if you don't count getting dragged to whatever church my parents decide is holy enough for us to attend this weekend. Actually, that's a lie. I could probably just come up with an excuse and sneak out, but it's like no one wants to. 0.e Everyone's working and culbertsons's and I guess Kayla has plans, or something? I have no idea. But I have nothing to do and it's really gay. I guess now would be a good opportunity to get some art done. But I really want to do something involving newspaper, but I don't have any. At least I'm writing a journal. That's productive. and maybe I'll actually do my Algrebra 2 homework; for once. So. Make my weekend happier and a little less boring and call me. 812.941.0869. Oh and I just clicked "preview" and noticed how rad journal looks today. C:
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New Art. please comment. :] GQE's are overr!! But now I'm grounded. D: I'm working on Freak Tribe. oh mai! It's October. :3 I had a strange dream involving Florida, New Albany, Natalie Miles, Amara, Kayla Ross, Alex, Dairy Queen, a duck, and a cat last night. Just thouht you'd want to know.
No one knows what this is about except those of you who are friends with me in real life. But I need to write this.
Do you know how loud I want to scream right now? And cry and yell and like...do other loud, violent things? But of course I can't.
I'm about to die right now. If I never see any of you again, which I find quite possible, just know that I love you. and I'm sorry that I even tried to do something I want. God knows that's not possible.
Kayla, I am so so so so so fucking sorry. You have no idea. I can't believe I was so stupid to think this would work... I won't be offended if you find a new piano player. I'm not saying that out of self-pity; I mean it.
I'm never going to draw what I want. I'm never going to sing and play what I want. I'm never going to DO what I want. Because it's always what God wants, and we They want.
Which, makes me wonder why I even have a purpose, and a life, WHEN I CAN'T DO ANYTHING. There's no point to this...
I'm sorry for letting you down. Kayla, and everyone else. I should've known better. I'm sorry.